Hi-ho and hello.
Sundays am I right? There’s this amalgamation of the entirety of the whole week that built up to that last day or the “Sabbath Day“.
I know, sorry, I didn’t mean a no humor or slight with saying an italicized Sabbath day, it’s just depending on your preference. Personally I stand from the source a belief in virtue, respect, accountability, and doing the best to walk in the line of light. Now whether that has to do with the angel of Light; Lucifer, or the path of God, or being Hindu. It’s up to you, as long as you respect others and respect yourself I don’t think it should matter as much as we hold weight to mentioning religious values.
Personally I was raised Christian, and depending on what year kind of the more abrasive of Christian stances, like house to house ministries in Temecula California. Fell away from it growing up realizing I am me and I have my own mind and I can make up my own decisions and I can be the light that I know I can be instead of being told that I was damned and merely a rock that could be trotted on due to well being a teen or preteen during that time growing up. But there are great things that I still get spiritually and a bit emotional about due to the power behind the meaning of a lot of what I was brought up on and with. But again my My Little drop today has nothing to do with it insult to anybody with religious views or perspectives by all means to each their own I do wish you the best, and I truly hope that you bring as much genuine accountability generosity and beautiful power with how we or you treat each person you see day after day after day and how our actions can be perceived in aiming towards being a good person and having that benefit of a doubt.
And yet I know that they’re comes they need to be a little bit Street smart, know that not everybody is genuine, not everybody has the best site for anything but themselves and some are greedy, some will lie, and others will cheat to get everything they want. To which I have been over and over again mentioning that that is not me and I will be sure to show accountability regardless and always take accountability with ownership of who I am and how I act and what it said and everything. Anyhow the week was long.
Such a lame blip of s*** right there – ‘the week was long’. It was learning honestly finding situations where there’s truths that neither want to be acknowledged or focus on when it comes to life or relationships. I’m trying to be patient scratch that I am being patient though there is an impatient bone within me that calls for conversing. But the thing is a genuine conversation that doesn’t hold marks of shaming one another talking down to one another but simply addressing the simple matter of facts to what being in a relationship in a marriage mean to the ideologies of being left alone when the expectation outside of oneself doesn’t share that being left alone. And though I know this is wrapped in riddling organization in how I’m talking, relationships especially having to do with marriage come with a odd edge of this tedious tug of war that I think is unneeded.
I think the biggest thing is if you say you want me, and you say you love me, but you can’t have the patience to but take away your face from the f****** phone in your hand doesn’t mean anything? It’s shown that it does, but then at the other side there’s this avoidance and this very direct and what comes off as an intentional aiming to be so busy that one cannot be troubled to take a minute to talk. To talk for the heart and for the balance and foundation of one another, and I think that’s where I’m starting to lose my footing. And I do get nervous about this losing footing because there is love and I want that love, thing is I didn’t think I’d need to trade who I am and the way I like to communicate and like to talk and need to siphon off my conversing in communication funny that I need to legitimately shut that off and be mute and not be a part of others be involved in my households and the people here but I am expected to shut it until wanted. I don’t know, it leaves me searching for an answer to why and I don’t think I’ll ever get an answer in actual truth to the variable of a relationship and who we are to one another for each other but again maybe I’m wrong, God hopefully I’m wrong.
Well I think I got a bit emo on this one I apologize, I am going to sign out now and take my planning and see what I have set for the week I will hopefully talk to you guys Monday morning and share some perspectives of what is going on in life. Did you plan on dropping art I will edit the other day and what art was posted in those images, who created them while also acknowledging the credit due. But if there could be a response to if you guys want to see art or don’t or are wanting something specific added, that would be greatly appreciated and definitely help with what I’m trying to curate with dreamdarkstories.com.
Please and thank you.
C’est la vie
Good night and good morning, good morning and good night you wonderful supportive readers, I do thank you for coming back again and again either to support or simply take a look. I hope your day is gentle and I hope the night is peacefully graceful.
Nosce Te Ipsum
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