Tag: short

  • Been Too Long

    I should be writing.

    I should be doing something productive but instead I sit here twiddling my fingers like an idiot monkey waiting to be shot into space.

    Simon Hããt thinks to himself spinning a pen in his fingers. The damn computer froze he thought. He tells himself the computer froze, fooled himself to believe it so and shot a message to his professor late. He didn’t mind the lack of urgency shining in what he typed. It was the fact. The computer froze and he’d deal with the paper tomorrow. He ignored the buzz from his phone, likely the professor answering with vehement retort and inquiry, and shoved a cigarette in between his lips and reached for the window.

    Simon Hããt liked his sticks of death, even splendored within the vapors in the night when the lights were low and the smoking mist whipped around his fingers and lapped at his tongue. There was something he enjoyed too much from this activity but Simon didn’t have much.

    It was work, work, work. School and more work. He was peckish with the drain school brought that work brought that was his chaos of life. He’d managed a positive GPA (a whopping 3.2), he didn’t bring anything but the bare minimum.

    With the window wide open Simon hauled himself out the second floor and stood stop the roof until he sat along the hanging ledge. He grabbed his lighter that was left in the drainage pipe. He wiped off the leaves, blew once or twice at the top and flicked. 

    The thought of school and the turmoil of finals was getting to him. He managed a good front but his time outside, alone, above the world, helped absolve these worries unlike that front, unlike the bullshit smile he showed the world. Taking the time to breathe in something of his own choice brought a kind of rebellious tone to life that couldn’t be taken away.

    He sat there and pulled in at the death stick occasionally trying and failing at a smoke ring until he was about done until he saw something moving below.

    There was someone hooded beneath the trees, standing there and Simon could see them looking up, watching him. He shood the figure away to no avail and started hissing at the dark figure. He begged for the figure to move and finally stopped. Simon decided to forget about it and go inside. He turned away but felt a creeping sliding halting chill come over him and heard the tree. He was climbing the tree!

    Simon burst through the window falling on his face and slammed the window shut, latched it and grabbed the curtains throwing them over the window as quickly as can be done. He can see something dark out the window but refused to look closer and instead took to the hallway until a thought came to Simon.

    What if his window was the only one shut? What if someone else in the dorm had their window open? What then? Simon stopped, held his breathe and crouched down…

  • Day Two Hundred & Five, July 23rd, 2024

    Hi-ho and hello.

    The White Dog

    Let me tell you a story.


    My buddy and I, we were coming back from Vegas, both a little inebriated, both very tired, very hungry, and needing a bed. But Russ was too fixated on getting back home, he wanted to be with his girl. Felt that going to Vegas betrayed her and he couldn’t do with that. So we found ourselves heading up route 66 and happened to be hitting New Mexico before, well before it came.

    The thing is, New Mexico has spirits, and the blood of many lost in the soil. I was well aware of this and crossed my fingers and toes; Russ, not so much. He was a type of ‘I need proof’ son of a b****.

    I knew better though and kept my foot on the pedal as often as I could. I didn’t look in my mirrors, but I did tell Russ to keep an eye out, in case the cops wanted to tag us. We drove on.

    Dusk was quickly approaching. Russ needed to piss, I was getting hungry and there was rumor Lottaburger was only miles up the road. I shouldn’t have, I know that now, but I digress, we stopped for a quick bite and filled up on gas. I drained myself after grubbing and told Russ he’d better do the same if he knew better. He didn’t, mind you.

    We jumped back in the truck and headed up Route 66. He couldn’t help himself though, Russ started crooning for his Mrs. Lamenting in his woes of his betrayal to her he started blaming my impulse as a toxic trait. I told him to shut up and keep an eye out, I was going 20 over already and wanted to get home too, knowing something was in the air.

    We continued driving, turned up the radio and enjoyed the winter chill in the air as we drove on.

    We talked of our ladies, of his guilt for Vegas, my hankering for another drink, and the wanting of a warm bed. We both moaned at the words bed and started laughing loudly when Russ went white like a sheet and stared straight out the front of the truck.

    I asked what had happened, he just shook his head and leaned forward meaning to crane his neck away from anything but the front of the truck. I had a eerie feeling that we were being watched.

    I refused to look at the mirrors, and kept my eyes straight following the example set by Russ.

    What is it? I asked. Shook his head, and maintained sealed lips. I began to scream at him to tell me what it is. And I s*** you’re not I swear I started seeing tears slow down his cheeks. I took to the looking at the mirror, my foot pushed through the pedal I had every intention of making it home alive.

    What happened to be behind us was a white dog, standing on its hind legs running and almost matching speed with us. My blood curdled, my skin felt as though it was peeling off and I took began to weep. I couldn’t let off the gas. And seeing the large dog like a feral monstrous beast barring down on us had me entirety tight and quivering.

    What do we do? Russ asked screaming, what the f*** are we going to do? I didn’t have an answer, I had no idea what to do I looked at him shook my head, press my foot as hard as I can against the floor of the truck and didn’t look back.

    We drove like bats out of hell in record time making it back home within hours.

    Russ and I both looked at each other once we pulled up to the house, look behind us, and saw nothing. We sat there dumbfounded, absolutely sure that we had both seen a giant white dog running on its hind legs. And even still as I tell this story my gut sinks, my skin crawls, my blood curdles, because the fact of the matter is it was an omen. That white dog was the worst omen when could ever face. Death.

    I told Russ it’s nothing, told him it’s just the internet, I told him it was our imagination, playing tricks on us in our drunken stupor.

    He died yesterday.


    C’est La Vie

  • Day One Hundred & Thirty-Two, May 11th, 2024

    Hi-ho and hello.

    Today I bring poetry, being I’d rather talk this way today as it is, I’m tired, exhausted and just getting to that point where the bubbles are starting to show at the base of the filled pot.


    Islands

    By: M. R. Vega


    The lanes of two, parallel, incessant, a call to demand for stimulation, a quiet silence of being apart.

    I see islands, so close, still distant, islands of you, islands of me, islands of difference, juxtaposed with the background of hurricane season. I see islands.

    The rolling, a thrashing to the waters, take a slice, take to splice, to us, nearing to the echelon, it brings the rungs, to take to level, where we may meet in the middle.

    The islands still I see, far apart, yet still so near. A bridge to carry the thoughts of the heart to one another, if only, it was only, but so, so, so long ago.

    Islands, Islands, beneath that surface, there stands a toppled bridge, see what takes the turbulent whirlpools, contemplate this placid and lacquered finish, let it keep its place, islands, and islands. Take a look.

    Find the bridge, bring the tether, let it hoist above to carry, a heart to the lips of you, bring the island, and pulse this heart, Islands, Islands. 

    I only see Islands…


    Quiet

    By: M. R. Vega

    Edited version to come later on…

    But I would like to give A massive happy mother’s Day! To all that are and will be. Thank you!


    C’est La Vie

    Good night and good morning, good morning and good night I do apologize for one poem and one home only life calls to too many distractions sometimes in my ADHD is an issue twitch I apologize and appreciate the coming back, so thank you truly thank you.

    Nosce Te Ipsum