Tag: relapse

  • Day Twelve, January 12th, 2024

    Listening to Teddy Swims – Lose Control, Ray Lamontongue – Such a Simple Thing, and Zach Bryan’s h Something in the Orange.

    I engorged on asian treats and the usual typical favorite dishes at China Lantern. In Georgetown ice cream or custard from Culver’s and just continue to eat and eat and eat I did this all day yesterday the 12th I persisted and continued and continued to eat, and well, I got to that point of near complete discomfort, and my body when dealing with sugars becomes a stupefied mass of myself.

    One thing that I don’t like about what I was addressing on the 11th there is a domino effect and it’s something I’ve noticed since the diagnosis of the MS collecting oneself and getting back to your original set plan or goals takes a massive amount of time.. one of the largest issues of distraction is I’m still waiting for my passion planner to get here it was supposed to be here this last week but apparently was held up in shipping word is it’ll be here next Wednesday so I got to do more planning and simple composition notebook thing is I have probably five or eight lying around throughout my office and the house let’s see if I write in the right one

    It’s also something I appreciate about falling or taking a messed up it leaves us what? An opportunity. Though I don’t like losing track and I am aware that it happens more often that I care to admit sometimes, but what I do like about the opportunities of Miss stepping or hitting a wall at times, is it truly does leave this opportunity to reflect and reconfigure.

    Day 10 of first Portrait using acrylic

    So we go on we start out obviously not day one-start again: part 2. But we start again and we aim on being better than you were yesterday and the day before and the day before that always intending on being the best that we can be, the best I can be. What I’ve noticed is with the insertion of true intention and the demand for maintaining said intention as in my intention is to be a decent and better man than I was yesterday, or I choose to be the best person I can be that I can be. This is a start so day 12 sorry it’s late have a good day I’ll see you.

    Good night, good morning, good morning, good night,

    Nosce Te Ipsum