Tag: pain

Everything has changed, I look at my previous writings. Not that they’re good or amazing but at least I had the capabilities of writing and communicating the way I want to fluently and well. MS has definitely hindered a lot.
And I don’t know what to do about that. I can type, i can write, but I’m slow and it’s literally exhausting. And I ask myself what the fuck? Really, what the f***!!! And I’m at that point already Pausing and pausing and finding issues with my hands and my arms and my legs and my back and it all happens at the same time.
And then what do I do I keep writing? Do I find a way to communicate? Do I use the mic like i’ve been trying to? But then I Hesitate.
And pause and pause and and pause. Tasha Sultana sings behind me And i’m going crazy crazy crazy crazy.