Dream Dark Stories

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  • Day Fifty-Two, February 21st, 2024

    Hi-ho and hello

    I hope your day is going splendid.

    So life am I right? In the past I’ve definitely and likely have mentioned that multiple sclerosis is a pain in the ass, that it’s something that has been making most aspects of my life more annoying, a tad difficult, and time-consuming. A lot more time consuming than I thought given that there needs to be an accountability applied to everything and anything, anything I do. Absolutely encourage accountability, I often talk about that, but it really sucks when the MS is flaring up, I forget, I’m just kind of off, and I do things that are weird.

    And when I say weird, I mean PlayStation controller in the freezer, underwear in the cubby next to my paints, my painting stuff everywhere, I have an art studio. And I still maintain having everything of Art everywhere else but the art studio in my office. It’s ridiculous and it’s nonsensical, and it’s tiring.

    So yeah I have that on the up and up, love that wonderful mountain to deal with every flipping day but now I’m having a new issue, and I knew it would come eventually, just didn’t think it’d be two months after my first infusion.

    My legs aren’t wanting to work the right way my hips don’t want to rotate or gyrate, and it’s making movement painful, making movement quirky, and definitely adding to a worry that I was really hoping would be squashed by now. The thing is when certain things evolve with MS, sometimes you don’t find the issue until it’s later therefore, likely too late to really, truly, get in front of it. I’m hoping the 22nd, bring something a little better. I plan on getting part 2, the rough draft for stuck part 2 finished up by Thursday night. And hopefully I’ll be able to drop that and some more art by the weekend depending on editing. I do still have John’s Memoirs that I’m editing as well. I’m going to go take a break and I’ll talk to you guys tomorrow have a good night.

    C’est la vie

    Have a wonderful good night and a beautiful morning and to those who are waking up I hope you have a blessed morning and a darling good night that tucks you in gently.

    Nosce Te Ipsum

  • Day Forty-Four, February 13th, 2024

    Hello and Hi-ho

    Start of the week, it comes with lots of editing comes with lots of writing comes with a lot of research especially for school right now, so I’m grinding grinding with as much information as possible as much knowledge as possible and I’m trying to do what I can to make sure that the $180 plus pages that we have for the Memoirs are at least more than halfway done, the momentum is good I’m feeling positive. I’m feeling really positive, more than positive and I’m really looking forward to my brother getting back to me wanting a second pair of eyes and I’m excited I’m genuinely excited and I don’t know about Sharon here but maybe maybe I’ll get the balls and share with the public I guess I’d have to ask John though since we haven’t finished or published don’t want anybody taking my friend’s story and try to pay it as their own.

    Side note that was a rant I was just the dump I guess, haha yeah we’ll call it the dump.

    But for Valentine’s Day I got the Lego Tranquil Garden for her. She has all the other botanicals, those I’ve been getting for her since they started dropping that line. I think one of the things I forget is the similarities though the differences are Grand the similarities we get to share her and I both have an affinity for Lego collecting and specific sets specific types. It makes for the hunts and the sharing of gifts for each other, It’s made It very very enjoyable and I hope she knows that it’s one of the favorite things about us together. And it’s not the Lego set that makes it special it’s the fact that it’s something I’ve liked since I was a kid, and it’s become something that I get to share with her and she gets to share with me.

    I’m also making a poly clay tea bag home, she saw a picture and said “oooh make that for me” and I’m trying I got the body finished I need glue actually. I need good glue I have some e6000 I hope that will work.

    So I think that has me looking at a list of: a completing a piece of clay works, a watercolor for my friend John, a story ‘Stuck’ which comes with an acrylic painting that I’m doing, to school projects,  a news story and a News l script.

    I’ll let you know how everything is finished going to try to at least drop a photo or two of the projects and production tomorrow, maybe the 15th since Valentine’s Day calls for more attention to love.

    C’est la vie

    Good night good morning,good morning and very much a good night.

    Nosce Te Ipsum