What time do you go to bed and wake up currently?
I’d love to say I sleep eight hours a night, or that I get my sleep in like I breathe, but I’m afraid that’s never been the case.
Even with the foul and severely depleting fatigue from the MS I carry, the sleep doesn’t find me easy.
I’m always the last in bed nearing one or two in the morning and then 630 7 the next morning, literally a few hours after falling asleep.
It’s funny to think that it may be a health issue when knowing that Leonardo da Vinci would go an hour or two to do his craft, then go nap for an hour and go back to it everyday for years. The thing is I’m not DaVinci, on top of that there is a call to actually get a decent amount of rest when you have a neurodegenerative disease like MS, Parkinson’s and the likes, but it’s either a compelling that makes it where I can’t, and my body won’t. This is more than frustrating, and yet I have an opportunity to take the advantage and use it, learn my craft in my painting, especially my watercolor, more than especially, my f****** writing. But then again I like the raw account and very journalistic variety that I bring because well I’m f****** bored with everything else, aren’t you? I’m just trying to find a niche for myself and those who like to come into the site, wish I had more knowledge in computers and making websites that are involved.
Scratch that there we go again it’s a choice I either make the attempt and trying to figure it out, or don’t, or I weigh and measure which things I need to actually curate and strengthen and then look at the other things that yeah they’re nice but do I need it? I don’t know again are these questions that you think are these the things that trouble you daily or am I alone in this kind of thinking these kind of thoughts throughout my entirety of the journal since January 1st 2024, are these thoughts how people think?
C’est La Vie
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