Hi-ho and hello.
I can’t sleep folks.
I go to bed last and wake first.
I calculated last night how long I slept last week, each night. The average was 3 hrs and 40 min.
I don’t think it’s healthy, but what can I do?
Truly, what is there to do when the melatonin doesn’t kick in enough and the fatigue calls for caffeine during the day? Where does the middle ground lie?
It’s 12:40 a.m. I am wide awake gave a stab at tattooing my arm. Curious to see how the outcome will turn out holding I didn’t do any blowouts because, well it looks gross. I’m just going for a black arm band, nothing decorative, nothing elaborate, literally just a black armband that’s it and the reason why? Because I think it looks cool. And if it looks splotchy and wrecked, I’ll get it covered boo hoo hoo. 😋
So the reason I’m acting so nonchalant, is because check this out, I’m an adult, and I can decide what I choose to do, eat, say, how I breathe, and how I react. And you know what’s really really cool? When you really look at it, when you really pull back and take a big f****** look at life, it’s okay. It’s okay to do things a little crazy, it’s okay to do your own tattoo, it’s okay to draw on yourself, it’s okay to please yourself. Of course do it with kindness, do it with nurturing and never violence, but that’s something awesome we have a choice. How does that feel? You and I have a choice to be what we want to be and react and act accordingly.
C’est La Vie
Good night and good morning, good morning and good night. May the day be blissful, the night a cherished one with that gleaming gorgeous moon above you. May your life be as wondrous as you allow it to be. Thank you for your support thank you for being awesome and thank you for being you.
NOSCE TE IPSUM
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