Hi-ho and hello
Whooo, what a change in life but if you were to hear of what it is, you’d have to ask, why? What happened, what changed? And why?
Do you want to know?
Really want to know?
Alright, it is something that I’m somewhat ashamed of, something that to an extent, I am still embarrassed with but you can only make the changes. It’s making choices to make whether you make the choice or not that’s on you right? So finally I made a conscious effort and decision to communicate with my boys, my son’s; the ones in Grand Junction.
Long story short as a very young person I had a child out of wedlock. I was about 19 having him with a woman who was, I think 31, when she gave birth to him. And we had lived together for a little while to which I ended removing myself after seeing certain things and falling in love with who I’m with now. Lo and behold three days after my wife and I get married I find out that a second son was born. My wife and I had made an attempt or two to get to Grand junction more than a few times and see one of the boys but it became costly and my health ended up taking a turn. I stopped talking to them or trying to talk to them and trying to build a relationship. I completely stopped like an a****** and I know that. So this is another reason why I did the Five Pillars and went through discovering what are the things that I hold dear and one of the biggest things is being a husband and a father. That said, I want to make sure that I at least try to be involved with them.
So here I am late again due to writing letters and focusing on other things, like heavy letters to the both of them together and separately.
So I’m signing out and I hope you well.
C’est La Vie
Good night and good morning, good morning and good night. I thank you for the support and the continued time and again that you come back. May your day be gracious and the night a cradling envelope of love and serenity.
NOSCE TE IPSUM
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