Hi-ho and hello.
Hello everyone and to piggy back off of what was somewhat discussed for day 146, pillars one in Pillars two, were both a project that I had thought, once I had an outline and a plan, itd be simple, swift and an easy catch.
I was so, so absolutely arrogant about the time it takes to truly understand what helps oneself. So for pillar one I found that I appreciate my mental health. I love sharing my music I love communicating, even if I’m talking to a wall there’s something about being able to share and hear the ideas of others that share a parallel to a like-mindedness and I’m finding more and more I need to make an effort to find that. Meaning pillar two needs to grow. But how do you grow but also maintain a strong connection to the tether that you keep as your anchor?
Healthwise, taking care of my body outside of the mental health, is something I am, I guess, a little loose with. I don’t count my macros, anybody who does power to them, I rarely check my weight maybe once twice a month, I drink a lot of water and I try to make sure I have at least one source of protein that isn’t a fit crunch bar or protein bar. But that goes without saying that there’s the fast food, the engorging on sweets when I am essentially on my period, I love the f*** out of some chocolate when I’m emotional let’s be real who doesn’t. So figuring that out has been fun, troubling, a bit curious to find some things out and I’m excited to tackle yhe next three. But I still am trying to figure out how to build up stronger ties with friends and family when there’s one source that I need to make sure is stronger than anything else?
Everything takes time, time takes everything.
So with the stoicism in mind, and the knowledge of Memento Mori, live it up. Live it the best you can and understand those pillars so finding happiness comes at a whim, comes at a blink.
C’est La Vie
Good night and good morning, Good morning and good night. Thank you for your support, thank you for the likes, thank you for coming time and again. I do wish that your day is gentle, humbling, and graceful.
NOSCE TE IPSUM
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