Hi-ho and hello.
Forgive my losing track for a moment or two. Still very much on Pillar One taking a bow with it, and moving on to Pillar Two; Good personal and intimate relations, such as those of marriage, family, and friendships…has me feeling…well like this. ⬇️
This is a challenge, to say the least; I know so few, and the family I have near are over their heads in things to be done, surely exhausted and likely wanting time to themselves more than together. And of course this is an assumption, but I come with a weight. I’m the house spouse, at least as of late, and having lost the last two due to the MS makes the trials of finding a new and good job that much more difficult. That said, I come with but company, and conversation, a touch of art, some story telling, maybe.
Here’s the thing, something happened a little over a year ago probably longer actually, that disrupted my comfort, and has in essence created a variation of me that is more than fearful just being outside. And I don’t mean being outside in the backyard with the dogs, I mean being out, I just went to the store on a walk, and the entire time had this nervous anxiety that followed. A pressure and fear that if I saw someone and they wanted to hug, talk, if not my wife, I better just walk away as fast as possible.
That wasn’t me, I know we are destined to change, and I encourage change, I challenge you to change to be a better person as a matter of fact. Which is why I have this blog. That’s why I’ve been writing. And what I’ve noticed in just the last month addressing health and wellness for the first pillar of Jung’s, there comes a great lamenting in realizing there are so many parts to who we are in ourselves, that when you find these bits and pieces that you’ve destroyed or you’ve let others destroy of you, it changes the variables. And it makes life extremely easy to retreat, become a hermit, and the agoraphobia is more and more enticing than it should be.
C’est La Vie
Good night and good morning you beautiful souls, good morning and good night. May the day be ever joyous, and may the night carry you swiftly and gently through the night.
NOSCE TE IPSUM
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