Hi-ho and hello.
Yesterday I talked about coincidence, coincidence and the causal aspects of life that have us looking at circumstances thinking that it can’t be anything but a coincidence. So I thought of it, I thought of the coincidences, thought of life, thought of my circumstances, and came to think that maybe it’s a good thing Jung didn’t do more studies on coincidence. Maybe it’s a good thing that he left it to those that would come after his passing that delved into the totality of coincidence and how we consider the truth to it or the false aspects of it.
The biggest reason this has been in my mind, well in all honesty, as a professor of mine would like to state; it takes courage to address and acknowledge depression, or a state of fracturing within the mind space.
I’d love to say being a parent is amazing and great and it’s super awesome and it’s super chill and I love doing it everyday.
I’d love to have some superlatively coated, drenched in pink glitter kind of response to what it’s like being a parent. But the simple matter of fact is this, if your child isn’t typical compared to the way you feel your parenting in your upbringing in the way you kind of essentially push who you are onto your child. Not that it’s intentional not that it’s a subconscious or even a conscious effort, our kids are going to pick up on us. And if they’re smart, attentive, familiar with the human paradigm and characteristics of what we show when we’re upset, happy, frustrated, infuriated, exhausted… Then f****** great. And I mean that.
Here’s the thing, it’s a daily, it’s an all day, everyday, you got four hours Monday through Thursday, where you have time enough to either take care of the things you personally want to take care of, or take care of the household things that need to be taking care of, one or the other.
And yeah that fits in one block because it deserves that one block its the truth of the matter.
So in all honesty I’ve gotten just drained. And the MS fatigue, the MS health, the taking care of my son, taking care of school, and the last two years before all of this before I started the years daily blog posting, we’ve lost almost no more than 10 people in our family. I’m just tired.
So I found it coincidental that the lady that we called to help our son happens to be available to help me happens to be available to help some things I think can definitely be mitigated appropriately and safely, and I think I need it and I think in honor of just mental health in my heart it would be smart.
Now the question is this. Do I see that as a coincidence or just a circumstance that happened to work out very well?
C’est La Vie
Good night and good morning, good morning and good night. May your day be forever gentle, sweet, and gracious.
Nosce Te Ipsum
Dream Dark Stories 