Day Fifty-Seven, February 26th, 2024

Riddle me this: If one that does what they deem right, is considered wrong by the other, and thus who is told that similar would be just as bad if not worse than what’s considered good by the one, is the seconds choosing based on guilt, control, or fear?

Sorry for the tirade of questionable phrasing and wordage to the riddle. Lately I’ve been addressed to some errors, an overwhelmingly large sum of errors. These are due to memory, cognitive relevance, and training, we all know how training is right?

Throw you into the pot, expecting you to boil and come out buttery and fresh. At least that’s how it comes off. Maybe that’s out of line, or maybe shoddy training and rapid lesson techniques are meant for a specific type? Again I have no clue and gosh, I’d like to know.

Maybe I am a damn fool, maybe this job just isn’t for me, I don’t know. I really wish I knew, and though I know some of the steps are very clear others I get confused, I get lost, every state has different rules that come with different routes, so maintaining with the status quo of what work is as of late, I’m really wishing I could just paint right and do school. God if I can just do those things. Of course being a husband and a parent come first and foremost outside of the typical routine it’s what I would like.

Anyhow to those of you who have been following the journal entries, I got the 150/150. Pretty cheesed if I may say and I would love the content and feedback as not only does the subject lightly grace circumstances I’m dealing with, but profoundly addresses situations for my family as it is my grandfather has Parkinson’s, grandma had MS too. But this discover that the gold nano crystalization and what it can bring not only is it going to benefit the two papers that I have to write using my radio report, it also brings the excitement, like editing and writing for my friend doing the memoirs it’s exciting I like doing the writing when the excitement is there, and sadly there are certain subjects where it’s a No-No. We’ll see how projects for week Seven and Eight will turn out. Trying to get that GPA back up. Fingers crossed.

Anyhow Signing out for the night, may you have a great one.

C’est la vie

Goodnight and Good morning, good morning and Goodnight.

Nosce Te Ipsum