Day Fifty-One, February 20th, 2024

Hi-ho and hello.

The smacking of Lobo’s munching up Purina Dog Chow sends an unnerving shudder through my ears leading to a deep well of unwanted mastications seen or heard. The deep gulping of my oversized dog, though understood due to his size, has me yearning for headphones to blast away what’s coming next…more chewing, chomping, and gasping for air while he eats his bowls remains and Oreo’s small bowl on the side of his large paw. He looks up with the familiar dog smile, exhaling musty chicken crude protein scents that likely will dissipate in due time, but knowingly will irk my senses till I find a better reason to change jeans.

The bowls are cleared quickly, they both trot out of the shed with an exuding of conquering what was tasked, and quickly get back to a raucous dog play that will likely tread against the fine line of dog love, familial rough play, and the occasional yelp to heed by either the Pyrenees or the shih-Tzu terrier.

I watch, I write to you; the reader, and ponder the days to come, the Doc appointments, the tests, scans, and labs that will likely coincide and sigh heavily with repose. To breathe in deeply, hold, and let it out with a growl. It’s more of an internal kind of nonsense; that growl, but it wakes me up, reminds me of the path, the goal, and that finish line that never seems to be within reach.

Not to cause fear or strike worry into your mind, but keep in thought, if you would that life is short, life can drift away at a whims notice, and with nearly a surprise, and like Seneca mentions it’s most brief for those who lack remembering our faults, are nowhere near being present with now, and have no thoughts of the coming future.

My goal as I’ve stated before is to maintain my conscientiousness my being present, my accountability, and striving for making sure that I am the best of everything I can be everyday making sure that my steps are with indications to my goals and the future that I know I can have.

I’m closing out for the night, talk to you guys tomorrow and I’ll drop my Wednesday piece in the morning.

C’est la vie

May you all have a wonderful night and wonderful morning and may you all have a wonderful good morning and that wonderful drifting peaceful night.

Nosce Te Ipsum