Day Thirty-Four, February 3rd, 2024

Hi-ho and hello.

Ever just Zone-Out? I hate it when it happens, it’s like getting trapped, the mind though not blank, grasping at what’s there is like chasing a wish down a hall nearing darkness but every step it gets just a little further out of reach.

I’m not an editor, but then again I am, today, and yes I mean the third of February, how to sit down with the gentleman that I am doing the Memoirs for, honestly it’s it’s an honor and a massive privilege to have the opportunity that he’s given me given that this guy went from well one being born same time it was advisor was released two being a part of Ball & Co. Aeronautics, NASA and for the growth that was issued after some other things that happened in his life.

So what’s been happening is I issue some inquiries, I issue some journalistic kind of interview questionnaires through and through we’ve had a few we’ve been building up honestly a really good friendship the last year and it’s been a gracing time.

But to be honest I’m a bit nervous I’m nervous that I won’t be able to provide correctly or I’ll flub up something that shouldn’t be done, I’m saying i hope i’ll be able to offer what’s expected and I’ll not be shooting low when I should be shooting high, I’m nervous but at the same time I’m more than excited because I’ve always wanted the opportunity to write and it’s funny to find that an opportunity that I get to write I’m not getting to write sci-fi I’m not getting to write the more wider fictional variety that I love to read and I like to take an attempt one, two, or 30 times in the blogging that I’ve done since I started this.

To which a side note is called for: for anybody who is following and liking I do plan on dropping revised versions of anything I have already published on my blogspace, there’s just been a lot and I want to kind of regain focus and kind of turn on the the right openings to have the stories that I do have already in production already somewhat halfway maybe partly produced I want to make them whole and I that will be happening I just I’m also trying to balance work school and everything else.

This is different, I’m invested, we’ve become close and I see him more and more as a friend and a member of my family. But I know this calls for research, but then again does it, these are his words, so my goal is to make sure that I do him proud I honor the man as best as I possibly can so my cousin, his love, and his children, and grandbabies can understand that you can have amazing Fortune by being a genuine and good person.

So that’s the thing I’m trying to figure out how to do the Pomodoro technique but a variation. Thing is how do I write, edit and write, paint, any type of art act, school, parenting, and being a productive partner in my marriage? There’s a way. I know there is, but how much time for myself do I call for before being considered a d***?

I’ll let you know how week one goes for the project, the editing, and my wonky not pomodoro but pomodoro technique.

Hello good night, good night and hello.

C’est la vie

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